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I loved her a million times but none of them really mattered
I loved her a thousand times and she didn't seem to care
She was everything I known and everything I loved and she just said no
She turned the other way
I loved her a hundred times, but in the moment she disappeared
My heart sank like a river without the rain
I loved her
I loved her a billion times but they were so close yet so far away
I just need some love to keep me from falling asleep
I loved her ten thousand times; she could not kiss me on the cheek
She was too scared to see me crying inside of my head
I loved her when I was young; she would make me start the lust over & over again
I loved her when I was old; it grew on me every time if she was gonna hate me
I loved her
I loved her all the time; I wanted my dreams to come true without a lullaby
I loved her till I would die, and if she could find me somewhere in the middle of the ocean, I could not drown nor swim but I would have to find a way across to her arms tonight
I miss the feeling of comfort and passion
I loved her
I wish it was from you, my love; you are asleep next to me
I wonder if you wanted to or not; you were not even trying
Still fantasize about the times we all had and how special they were
I loved her a million times but none of them really mattered
I loved her a thousand times and she didn't seem to care
I loved her a million times... too many to take
I need to lessen my fantasy
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Lost Signs
05:40
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The sun is way too dark to see
Haven't you noticed yet?
The dancers, twirling upside down,
Where there's no place to run
I've got a mouthful of gold
And a sackful of lullabies
But I will not give them to you
'Cause there's nothing else to take
What you've been feeling
What you've been searching for
Are those lost signs
I need some love right here, right now
In this town full of hate
I need a kiss on my cheek
Before I'm gonna die
Sweet harmonies fulfill my dreams
When I'm gonna fall asleep
I need to climb over the hill
To get to you and find
What you've been feeling
What you've been searching for
Are those lost signs
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Hope You Know That
06:50
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Are you doing well? That is so good to hear,
And the kiss on the pillow, did it make a smear?
I remember - you used to laugh
And the day I told you, my heart split in half
Wish that it could come around once more
Oh, without you, life is such a bore
And the face, no disgrace
Don't go too fast, my dear - this ain't a race
I would kill to hear your voice
But I'm lonely down here
But I hope that you know that
Yeah, I hope that you know that
Hope that you know that
Flowers bloom in season, come outside with me
But then I realize that you're not there
Someday, I will find someone just like you
And the fact of that doesn't make me bear
It's just not fair to not care
What I said to you, it wasn't even close to a dare
Didn't wanna see my fate
But when I get the chance, I hope that this grows
If I wait
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Henderson
05:08
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Washed up with a raincoat, took a trip on a really big boat
When all of a sudden, I heard your cry a thousand miles away
You could've been right there, in the breeze with your flowing brown hair
But I got a story to tell, I was about the age of nine
Walking through the streets of Henderson with you and me
I wiped my tears away when you told me you were leaving
You started to walk away on the bare and empty road
When all of a sudden, I heard your cry a thousand miles away
You could've been right there, in the breeze with your flowing brown hair
A car I got in with rust on the door, I knew you weren't inside
Las Vegas strips are somewhere with fancy girls
A fancy girl is what you were, but you were never found
I could picture something bad in my mind
I could see all the blood across the floor
Your hand, laying on the earth, covered in red
The gunman puts the revolver in his pocket and runs away
You could've been right there, in the breeze with your flowing brown hair
I started to run towards you when a bolt of lightning
Was shattering through Henderson with a girl next to me
And she had your name across your arms and legs
She started to fly up in the sky with a bird singing a hymn
Washed up with a raincoat, took a trip on a really big boat
You could've been in the breeze
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Carolina
05:08
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Broken legs, but I'm trying to run again
Broken arms, but I'm trying to write again
I know they seem red, but really, they are blue
That's not how they look to you
And I've waited so long, I knew that I was wrong
But that's how it is these days
Left me fragile, you're not daddy's little angel
All this time, you have put me through hell
Broken heart, it can't pump my fresh blood
Just like a bomb, you were always a dud
My blood, it seems red, but really it is blue
That's not how it looks to me
And I've waited so long, I knew that I was wrong
Just let it pour out of me
I said that I will love you forever
The outcome of that was never
Thought you couldn't be so clever
But it just had to sever
I don't think that I'll heal anytime soon
Regret kissing you under the moon
But I just had to fall into pieces
I'm struggling to pay my leases
Without you here, I'm getting kinda lonely
I still think of you sadly
My heart is still blue, I know it seems red
That's not how it looks to me
And I've waited so long, I knew that I was wrong
But that's how it is these days
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Gentle
05:44
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I'm falling down like a house of cards
As I'm thinking about you
And I've been to so many bars
But hey, I've got many reasons to
Are you still gentle, babe?
'Cause you got a life to save
The air that I breathe is just a waste
A waste that I gave you a taste
I've been lonely so long
It makes me crumble every time I think about it
And this is why this is my last song
Your love for me is getting unlit
I don't wanna go
But it's the right thing to do
And I know what's best for me
I love you, you should've said 'I do'
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Overthrown
03:58
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I was overthrown by my satisfaction
Everything's now getting the best of me
You weren't overthrown by your satisfaction
And you chose to run away
Last night, I remember sleeping next to you in my bed
All of those memories are gonna be washed away
You realize that this is now goodbye
I'm still gonna love you so
I hope that you do too, because my life is slowly fading away
Can barely move my legs and my eyes are precipitating
Can't live like this anymore
Living in Michigan
You took my kids and love away
I hope that you could remember me
Not as a felon nor as a crook, but your best friend
I was overthrown by my satisfaction
But now, it doesn't really matter to me
I'm gonna cherish all those memories
And realize that this is now goodbye
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My Time
05:04
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It would've been less bittersweet if you were here
All those things you said to me were not true
You never told me how much you loved me
Now, I'm standing in the middle of the road
To make your dreams come true
Well, I've had enough, I'm tearing this wall down
Don't get too surprised, but I wish it was surreal
It's my time
I'm getting stronger by the day
While you're still getting weak without me
I know you miss me, but I gotta keep moving on
It's my time
I know you're crying somewhere
That voice is begging for mercy
But I know that you're out there somewhere
But I just gotta say it's my time
It's my time
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Blue Navy (2011-2013) Johnstown, Pennsylvania
Before the release of his 2016 début album, "Mine", Jake Dryzal of Blue Navy recorded various promotional demos at home with a Flip video camcorder between 2011-2013. On them, he explored many different musical styles before finally achieving his singular sound. These are those recordings. ... more
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